Good Riddence 2008

It has come time to look back on 2008... And to be honest, I'm glad your leaving! It was a tough year for me.. I moved about 5 times.. yes, count them 5 times... from Auburn, to Maple Valley, to Enumclaw, to Bonney lake, and now to Sumner. For the first time in my life I have my last name on a mail box. It is the greatest feeling in the whole world, after moving so much. So this year I don't want to move, not once. Besides if I move again, I think it would be easier just to sell everything and start over. Also I thought I had lost all my friends, in about July, but in truth, I found out who my real friends are. So I may have started 2008 with a big group of "friends" but I'm ending with the true friends that have always been there. 2008 taught me that I am a lot tougher then I think, and that I have thick skin, and when your down, lean on the people who mean the most to you, they will always help you out.

So here is to 2009 may it be a hellva lot better then 2008!

Wanted: Pepto....

Here I am at lets say... 2:30ish... I don't know the right time... But I'm feeling sick, and scared out of my mind... I woke up with a tummy ache, and now I'm wishing there was a knight in shinning armor, who by chance could bring me some pepto... My tummy hurts, and I can't sleep... and the wind is blowing like crazy, making me scared because of all the noises... Ugh, I just want to be curled up in my nice toasty bed, sleeping.... But no, not this one, I'm up feeling sick to my stomach blogging... What I would right now for some yummy tasting pepto... Hopefully Ashlee isn't at home feeling the same way I do right now... We ate the samething last night... And if she is at home right now getting sick, that would make 2 holidays for her and I being sick... Last one was Valentines day... Don't even get me started on that one... Lets just say both of us no longer eat at Quiznos... I can't even stand the smell of it... I want sleep! and Pepto! Maybe I'll get one before the night is over... Here is to hoping!

Drinking... Blogging??

Yes that is right... I drank tonight... and now I'm blogging... What can I say.. That is how I roll... Or at least Ashlee and I.. and Marti... I thought we were going to be working out tonight, we did, just not the right kind of working out... we did the 12oz curls! haha Thanks Marti! (her saying)

All in all it was a good night... Except for the part when I had to drive.. Ashlee drunk dialed people.. Off my phone... Ben got the 3rd degree, or at least a little degree from Marti..

Driving home not good.. Ashlee texted me in the car and said your drunk.. I seen your eyes, you okay to drive? Her and I are usually each others eyes when we have been drinking.. Opps! We need to be more careful..

Now I'm left to blog.. BUT I made it home okay ::)

One Last Christmas Pict for now!

Okay.. So I lied... Two more pictures.. Of the greatest kids ever.. Maddy and Blake, my niece and nephew.. What can I say, we are teaching Blake.. Young... Maddy is waring her Hannah Tanna (montana) PJ's... Christmas on Saturday, at my mom's house!

Sisters!

This year for Christmas, my sisters and I decided that we were going to get pictures taken for our mom.. The last time we did this, Heather still lived with her ex, and I was in the 9th grade.. And now I'm 24.. It was totally time for an update! I had fun, we made the photographer laugh so hard because of our poses.. What can I say.. We are a hot bunch! My favorite picture was of Brea in the sleigh, and all of us pushing her!

DD Time!

This is Matt...
This is David...
Ben.. Getting Kicked off the Bull!
Ben Trying in hold on...


Birthday boy... Riding the bull....

All in all it was a good night.. I had fun being the DD for Zach.. and going bowling.. and meeting his family! Those boys are lucky.. That are a great bunch.. I danced with all of them, got sandwiched betweened them all, fell on the dance floor... good times.. McDonalds at 2 am getting mc chickens... great times! And waking up with wrappers all over, even better!

That was a GREAT night... :)

My Broke Christmas

That is a picture of my Christmas tree... Yes my christmas tree... You have to watch out for that tree... It just soaks up the water! And those pine needles.. They are a hazard... I had to vacuum all the time!

Christmas this year didn't seem like Christmas... I was hoping to get a Christmas tree, but it is hard being single, and on your own.. It isn't like I can load a tree by myself, not to mention get it all set up on my own... Oh well... Next year will be better! I will make some one come with me to get a tree!

I spent Christmas Eve kinda sad at first because I didn't have anyone to spend it with... I went over to my real Dad house, since this year he was going over to a friends house to spend Christmas and get drunk. Nice. Oh well.. It made me have one less stop on Christmas. I got Mellina a pet egg thingy, Dad slippers, and Mac a bath toy. I didn't stay long... the roads were bad.

I went home and decided that I was going to start my own Christmas Eve tradition. My new tradition is now to be, breakfast for dinner, then watching Polar Express, the movie, and drinking home made coco.

The best home made hot coco recipe:

Equal amount of milk to whipping cream, add salt, and sugar (about a quarter cup to every cup, cup and half). Heat on the stove top, do not let boil. When it gets hot enough, for you or starts to steam add chocolate (chopped), about 4 oz for every cup. I like to use a mixture of semi sweet chocolate, and white chocolate. It gives it an extra creamy taste!

I woke up on Christmas to texts and calls wishing me a Merry Christmas... Being the odd ball that I am I tell everyone Happy Christmas... Ashlee told me she is American and there for wished me a Merry Christmas!

Breanna came down, and we cooked breakfast, then went to Johns house and hung out there, then we went to Heather's Mother in law house and ate ham.. Yes, I ate ham and played Wii. I have Maddy a Tinker Bell dress up outfit, Heather a couple signs that she can hang up at her house, they say Angles Gather Here and Warm Winter Wishes, Justin got a Sea Hawks chair.. Which he absolutly loved! Breanna got a Mickey Tie Blanket.. Her old Mickey Blanket had seen better days... Ashley got a Cook Book. Thankfully everyone liked there presents.. Justin gave me a great complement, asking me where do I get my ideas for gifts because I got everyone a great gift that they needed/really liked...

Well this year, I had to think really hard as to what to get anyone... I didn't have a lot of money, but everyone really enjoyed everything.. So for that I am thankful!

Another Dissapointing part

On by birthday my uncle decides to point out the fact that:

1. I haven't really dated anyone is over a year... And that I haven't really had a boyfriend that stands beside me. They guys I have dated have followed me around like a little puppy.

How do you tell someone who has been married to my Aunt for about 35 years (give or take a few years), that your not single by choice, your waiting for just the right one to show you that they are not like the rest. Because so far, they are like the rest.

I'm not proud of the fact that I'm single, expecially this time of year... it would be fun to have someone around, to play in the snow with, drink hot coco or curl up under a blanket and watch a movie, someone to keep me warm.

I get tired of the games that the guys play... I'll be honest with you, if you are with me. Its simple. You ask me what I'm thinking, I'll tell you, if you tell me. I don't want to be the only one putting myself out there. We've all been hurt, yes. You learn and move on, hoping that the next one will end up better. Slower is better, jumping head first into something always leads to heart break.

I'd like to think I'm not like the rest, so for once, why can't someone show me.

I'm old!

I'm now the big 24! I turned 24 on Saturday, and I got what I've always wanted... A white birthday! But lets start at the begining... I started celbrating my birthday Friday night with Zac and Shawn. They took me out to the good old Yella Beak.. I didn't know what to expect since I hadn't been there since about July... Mostly everyone was excited to see me.. Except a few.. I got drunk, and was happy talking to anyone, I got to country dance, which is my favorite! Got a few guys numbers... But I really don't remember who they are.. One I think had a pony tail... My beer goggles were most likely all the way on, but I don't care, I just had a good time! One surprise out of the night was an old best friend (I do not care to be her friend again) who I haven't talked to since about July.. she came up and gave me a kiss on the Cheek, and told me happy birthday, and that she was thinking about me the other day... WEIRD... I was so drunk that it took my a couple of minutes to process this person saying happy birthday and giving me a kiss.. I had to really foucs to see who this was.. and when I finally put it all together, I looked at her, and said what the hell, you hate me! She kinda got all huffy and puffy and walked off... Oh well, not my probs... Marrisa made me do a blow job shot... Any time i'd walk up to the bar, I tell some complete stranger that its my birthday, and I want a shot.. and they listened... But I kept on drinking my water! When it was time to go, KT Mutt wanted to kick my booty, for some unknown reason... But Zac said she'd have to go through him... I got some good guy friends! I went running and tried to jump in Zac's arms, he was drunk, I was drunker, and we landed in the snow. On the ride home I curled up in a ball and fell asleep....

I woke up the next morning still.drunk.

Saturday was the actual day of my birthday, I got texted all day long telling me happy birthday, thank you to all! I went to the family get together, where my sisters sang me happy birthday, with the cake I made, it made me want to tear up... I wasn't going to tell anyone it was my birthday because everyone was there to celebrate christmas, and JJ's birthday... So it was a nice little surprise!

We actually got a lot of snow that day, which was beautiful! Ashlee went out of her way for my birthday.. People were actually supposed to come over and play games and drink, but the roads were to bad, and no one wanted to venture out. On my way out to Ashlees, the snow was coming down pretty good, it was clumping on the wippers, making it difficult to see.. Not wanting to pull over in the dark, I decide to hit the windsheld to try and unclump the snow....

Mistake....

Not knowing my own "strenght" the windsheld is now broken, and is getting replaced tomorrow.

Ashlee made an awesomely good 7 layer bean dip, and very rich cake, pizza, she even got Jalapeño for the cheese pizza, and two bottles of wine! We hung out, and watched Momma Mia.. Brandon said sorry my birthday sucked so bad, but hey, they all can't be great! A big THANK YOU to Ashlee for doing all that great stuff for me!

There were a couple of dissapointments. My Dad being one of those, he didn't call me again. He didn't even remember... I of course had to call him and ask him if he remember what today was... it took him about 10 minutes to even remember that is was my birthday. Is it too much to ask for, all I want it a phone call on my birthday from him.. Just something that shows he cares.

Question time...

1. What is your first name? Thats a hard one! I think, but I'm not sure.. Tabitha! Or on my first Christmas stocking... it says, Tabetha!

2. Favorite food? I love me some good mash potatoes!

3. What high school did you attend? Auburn High baby! Go Condoms.. I mean Trojans!

4. What is your favorite color? I would have to say Green.. BUT it can change from day to day!

5. Who is your celebrity crush? I really don't have one... When I was a kid, JTT

6. Favorite drink? This one white wine from the Great Grape Adventure!

7. Dream vacation? Rome!

8. Favorite dessert? Ice cream... Cookies N Cream... How I love thee!

9. What do you want to be when you grow up? I want to be me.... But stable.

10. What do you love most in life? My sisters.. And the friends that have become another part of my family...

11. One word to describe you? Cooky...

Lost

Lately I've been feeling lost.. Like nothing is going the way I thought it would.. I'm trying not to think about it, but I am... I don't know what I was expecting...

I'm not perfect, nor do I try to be but I am the very best verision of me. I do random things, all the time.. but that is what makes me, well me... My imperfections, are are not big... Sure I'm a horriable speller, can't really hear, make up my own words to just about every song there is.... (Buckle, Buckle, Plower) I snor... I visit drool school... get ink pen all over me.. I'll never fit into a perfect little box.. Nor do I ever want to. I'll always be a kid at heart, that is what makes life fun.

It is the little stuff in life that I treasure more then the material things.

I always try and take things for what they are... but sometimes I catch myself trying reading between the lines. When really, there is most likely nothing to read. Or see.

I'd do anything for my friends and family... They all know that, they can count on me... I'm not good at opening up, but if I trust you, I'll tell you almost anything...

I hate being put on the spot, I try to avoid it. Sometimes you just want to say whats on your mind, other times it is easier if you say something totally off the wall, to aviod what your really thinking... If it was a crime, I'd be spending life behind bars! haha...

Happy Birthday sister!

I met Heather outside with these cup cakes, and the candles... I tried to get them lit but... She blew them out before I could get them all lit! How nice am I.... They say 31 and old! Loves you sister!

Happy Thanksgiving!

Happy Thanksgiving!!!!

And Happy Birthday Ashlee!!! Can't wait for dinner tonight!

24 Pounds down!

So... I'm so happy! I have LOST 24 POUNDS!!

That is right 24 pounds...

It has been so long since I stepped on a scale seen that low of a number!

Wow...

I have been on a diet with Ashlee...

We made a goal..

And it we kept that goal there would be a reward...

Can you guess what it is???

I'm going to DISNEY LAND!

I almost didn't want to weigh myself this morning because well lets just say, Ashlee and I drank well over 2 bottles of oh so yummy wine... Oh so good! And we had some amazing food to go along with that yummy wine...

I thought without a doubt, I was gaining weight not losing it...

Looks like I was wrong...

And I couldn't be happier!

On a side note... Start the count down, my birthday is in a month!

The Roloff farm!

So.. Today was fun... I was up at 5:30 in the morning!! ON A SUNDAY! Bright and early! We waited on the side of the road for the rest of the gang.. 14 total! I know big! We had Steve who was mister Speedy.. and Uncle Dave.. Driving MR. DAISY! We got there... even if it took a little longer! We had fun driving, made a sign that said little people or bust! Some guys were checking us out.. drove past us then slowed down.. Perfect timing for Heather and I to put on our Big Nose glasses and the Coke bottle glasses! They held up a sign that said tits please! We were wearing our glasses and they just starting laughing and sped up! AAAmazing! When we finally pulled up we had to wait to get in.. Heather and I played Chinese fire drill, I almost fell... They were also filming when we were there! I got Molly to ware my funny glasses with me!! She was super funny! All in all.. It was a fun trip! Didn't get pumpkins, but had fun with the fam, and we might be on TV.. Which is pretty fun.. My family is goofy, and I wouldn't have it any other way!

Road TRIP!!!

So.. On Sunday I'm getting up at 5am... Wait what? Yes that is right, 5am! I'm going to a road trip to THE ROLOFF Farm. Who is this you make ask.... Well it is the people from Little People, Big world! They have a pumpkin patch! So, I'm getting up this early, just so I can go to the pumpking patch... I'm super excited... So far going is Me, Heather, Maddy, Blake, Brea, Aunt Linda, Uncle Dave, My cousin Lori, and her family, (Steve, Dillion, and Hailey). And I think my other cousin, Amy, and her family (Jared, and JJ). It will be a family party train, Holler! Of course, I will be brining the funny stuff... Going to the good ol' Dollar store! Getting big glasses, and other fun Dollar store stuff!!

Side note... I'm on a super hard core diet.. And I'm down about 10lbs.. I love it! If I loose about 30, Ashlee and I are going to DISNEY LAND!

House warming gifts!

Meet Lucie and Ethal Fisher. They are googly eyed gold fish! Ashlee bought them for me, I had told her a while ago that I wanted fish as a house warming present, and well her and Brandon came over with these little guys. Which reminds me I need to feed them...

I've even had a dream that I've killed them.. Well Lucie jumped out of the tank.. it was still my fault because I dont have a cover for them.. I tried, the tank is small, and the smallest cover is too small.

I've also got a half bottle of Wild Turkey, thanks Zac. Needless to say, he brought it over the first night I was in my place, because it was a hell hole, but it hasn't gotten drank by me... Its waiting for someone to come over and drink it up!

Ice Cream and random facts

I just realized that... I eat ice cream really weird... Yes... Its true...

I love to smoosh my ice cream... It taste so good that way! What is even more weird, I have to drink water after I eat ice cream... weird, I'd say so! Oh well!

Yeah.. that is my bathroom rug.. I heart it, and it belongs oh so well!





So... I made the shower Curtain... Was it hard.. YES! It was first time ever really sewing anything.. And I made it super long with out even knowing.. If you look close you can see the flaws, but if you ask me.. it is what adds to the charm! I heart it, even more the the rug! I'll even make you one, and I promise, it will be better then mine, because the second time around, I learned some lessons.. like don't have Weiner around, she will take things and run off with it because you are not paying any attention to her.. What a shame... BTW: Weiner is my moms Weiner dog. Off subject, try running down the road with her.. You'll be yelling at your Weiner the whole time!








This is called Broke Girl couch. Yes, this was my couch. Comfy, yes! I made a cacoon and passed out, I only had the Broke Girl couch for a while, okay a day. I didn't mind it! The pillows were made by me too. I had WAY to much fabric left from the shower curtain.. so what better way to use it up, then do by polka dot fabric in different colors, and use one side of left over fabric. I have many of these little suckers floating around, but they are cute, and great for throwing back and forth!

Hair

I'm ready for a change.. Hair wise that is.. I kinda know what I want to do.. I know I want to go dark again, and the style well that is still up in the air. It is getting pretty darn long, and I'm thinking of cutting about 4 inches off or so... But I really really like this hair cut! I think I might be able to rock it! Maybe a little a longer...

Urban Dictionary

If you have never used it before it is so so so funny!!!

I had to check out and see what my name is defined as and well....


1. Tabitha

A person who is often referred to as a beatutiful girl who has an amazing body and physique. She is naturally a flirty person. She is very smart, but sometimes acts on impulse and doesn't think before she does anything. She is often regarded to as a slut because of her beauty, but that's far from the truth.


1. Ann

A name meaning Grace in Hebrew, the name of the blessed Mother of Mary who gave birth to Jesus, a common name amongst royalty and the sickest bitch who owns all the boys on the block. Often the bearer of the name copes with the burden of extensive beauty and valor, and gracefully imbibes the pleasures of money, sex, music and drugs.


I think I like this!! It is so funny!

I'm MOVING!

My first post!!!!

I'm moving.. yet again.... In the past year I have moved 5 times... yes count them 5 times! I'm tired of it, so for the very first time I'm moving into my very own place!! It is small, okay it is tinny, but it is mine!!!

Ashlee is helping me out tonight!!! And I can already tell, it is will be interestingly fun!

Pictures to follow!!