As Promised.... The Purse!

I have finally found the battery charger to my camera...

As I posted before Ben had sent me a package for Valentines day.. It came a couple of days earlier, and I wasn't allowed to open it.

Until Valentines actually came..

When it did that Saturday morning, I had no idea what to expect.

Ben called right at 9am like he said he would, we were going to open our presents together.

To my surprise this is what I found.
See the pretty blue on the inside???
The only words out of my mouth, were no you didn't!
Oh no you, didn't!
Oh you did!
I couldn't believe it!

Never in my life would I have thought I'd be the proud owner of a real coach purse!

I wish I had my camera charged at the time, because I also got Roses, a bunch of purple color roses with a little purple bear, as well as a little bunch of Red roses, in a really pretty red vase.

I also received two cards... Both cards were picked out with care. On the inside, after reading the card it's self, had a simple message, will you be my valentine? And the other is the one that brought me to tears... It was sooo sweet what was written on the inside...

I do have to tell you, this was the best valentines day ever.
And it was all done over the phone, and through boxes.
Which was the most amazing part.

The only down side to the whole day was,
Not being able to wrap my arms around Ben and give him a kiss!

Let me take you on a tour.

Welcome to My Studio

Welcome to my living room! This is my tinny couch, it seats two, and fits the coffee table, what more could you want? Yes, that is color crayons, and a Ms. Piggy Piggy bank!

Behind the couch we have storage.. A must! In a studio, we have books, DVD's and of course, VHS! The TV is over in the corner. I got this great little stand that swivels, so weather your in bed or on the couch, the TV follows you!

Up next the Kitchen!

Of course.. Take a look at the fridge, it has a bunch of pictures, and of course Mady's art work, along with cards that mean a lot to me... From Ben, my Mom, and Ashlee. Next we have the actual counter space.. And why yes! That is a now empty bottle wine that my "roomie" and I finished off last night with Tina.. We had a showing of Twilight at the house!

LAST BUT NOT LEAST!

The bedroom!

Yep.. There is my Bed, complete with a night stand and a hope chest. You can get a picture of how small of space I'm working with.. In each picture you can see something carry over from the last. But it is cozy, and I like it. And for $400 a month, I couldn't ask for anything else.

Nothing on the walls have been hung up yet, so stay tuned.. That will be happening here in the next couple of days!

Almost forgot! If you needed to use the rest room, it is just right through this door... And yes... the rug says, SHIT HAPPENS.. Because lets me honest. It does.

Lost

I have been lost for the last couple months. It is hard to go from making 875 twice a month, to making about 280 a week. Honestly, it is sooo hard to live off that.. I'm going crazy. Not to mention that I'm trying to save for school. I've felt like I've been distanced from my friends because they all have great jobs, with their lives in order, and here I am feeling like I'm being left behind. I know it is only for a short while. But still, I want to beable to see the light at the end of the tunnel.. but its so hard.

Too much??

I'm going to be taking on quite a bit of stuff here in the next coming months.

1. Moving
2. Cleaning both apartments
3. Down sizing alot of my shiz
4. Trying to make some money by having a garage sale
5. Tball Coach
6. Ben comes home
7. School starts
8. My lame attempt at this sucky ass job that I have.
9. Working out
10. Baby showers for Both sisters.
11. Sisters having babies!

Some people say that I'm taking on too much. The main parts being: work, school, Tball Coach, working out, and having Ben home. I think everything will work out ok. Because if you look at it in the long run, I only work about 36 hours a week. School will be 5 days a week, T ball coaching will be on Tuesday nights practice, and Saturday morning games. And time with Ben will be every free minute I have.. Even if it is cooking dinner together, or falling a sleep with him. Not to metion schooling is only for 9 months, and t ball is for a couple of months. This busy schedule isn't going to last forever, and I know that. So I just have to keep from going crazy here in the next couple of month. So if I call anyone crying because I'm stressed out... You all know why!

T ball Coach!

Maddy is getting to an age where she can start to play baseball. So Heather has stepped up to the plate, and nominated me to become her Assistant Coach! Thats right.. I'm going to be teaching a bunch of little kids, aged to about 5 years to 6 how to play Tball... Honeslty Heather and I do not know what we are getting ourseleves into... We have coach a team before, but that was for Breannas Fastpitch team. It is going to be different teaching 5-6 year olds.... Oh well, I'm hoping that it will become a tradition, that each year Heather and I will coach Maddy's team as she gets older.

BTW: Maddy has a Cell phone... But she can't carry it around with her.. It is her own phone number. Charolette complains that Heather and Justin do not answer their phones, and Justin wanted to get a new phone, so they added a line, and Maddy got the new phone number... So anytime I want to talk to my neice.. All I have to do is call her up!

Update on Blake: Blake now has his first tooth! He is about the cutiest boy ever! I'll post pictures soon, so your hearts will *swoon* with me. I went over to my sisters house to see everyone.. and well I was reading Blake's shirt, which said: "I cry when ugly people hold me" What does he do right after I read the shirt... he looks at me and starts crying... Nice..

Ok... I'm done being a smart ass...

I'll start of by saying: This girl here... Yep! Me! I'm offically off the market!

I have a boyfriend, and I'm more then happy to say that I'm taken!

It is getting closer to him being home, and I can't be happier. I'm going to meet him at the airport when he gets in... First thing I'm doing is throwing my arms around his neck and giving him a big juice kiss! Thats right, the day he gets home there is going to be some major PDA. So if any of you have a problem with it... TURN YOUR HEADS! Then we are going to a family BBQ at his parents house. After that.. I have the next two days off to spend with him before my life turns busy!

ok, ok, I'll update....

Ashlee told me to up date my blog.

So here it goes.

I'm still alive.

What else can I say?